Here is some information you may find helpful, take on what resonates with you.
I find quantum physics fascinating, physics is the study of the physical structure and quantum physics is the study of energy in the physical structures and the space in between, follow any of these people or Youtube them to find out more
Greg Braiden - Joe Dispenzer - Corey Goode - David Wilcock - Bob Proctor - Matt Kahn - Alba Weinman - Delores Cannon - John Winstead - Neale Walsh - Nick Ortner - 
THIS IS THE RABBIT HOLE
Now if you really want your mind blown check this movie out or look up Corey Goode and David Wilcock.
Some lighter books you might like to read