Why am I here and why do I feel so bad

THE GREAT AWAKENING

Earth has never seen such an awakening as it is right now.  So many starseeds/light-workers/healers are waking up to the lies we are being told the illusions that we are all under and the belief systems that we all uphold which keeps us separated from each other and self.  The discord we have with each other, the us and them, religions, race, gender, all of this is keeping us separated and we need to put aside all of this and come together. 

This awakening is happening at an alarming rate whether you like it or not, it is so we can join together  raise our consciousness and move out of this heavy 3rd density to the 4th but this can only happen if we all come together as one.  You can either resist it and be forced to change or you can accept.

• Have you noticed that you your friends and family are all complaining about being tired,
• are you feeling depressed
• feeling different
• feeling lost
• exhausted
• tingling arms feet or hands
• waking up in the night
• lights flickering when your around
• feeling other peoples energies
• wanting to be alone more often
• feeling confused about life and job situation
• re evaluating your relationships
• feeling lonely
• having lucid dreams
• hearing voices
• sneezing
• hot sweats
• smelling things others cant smell
• seeing repeating numbers
• noticing synchronicities
• wanting to eat healthier
• song lyric keep repeating in your head
• movies touch you in some way

The list is long and there are many more but if you are experiencing any of these then you are on the path to awakening.  What is happening is you are preparing your body to shift to a higher vibration and with that comes some body struggles.  

So what can you do if this is happening to you, firstly you need to really take care of yourself as you would care for a best friend or partner.  Take time out in nature, ground your feet (bare feet) on the grass or sand, walk in sea water, spend time in nature noticing birds trees and animals. 

Practice gratitude, think of at least 5 things daily that you are grateful for, it might even be that you can turn on a tap and like magic water comes out, a privilege to some countries.

Meditate, I cant express this enough, even if you can only manage 10 mins try to sit somewhere quietly by yourself and relax, your mind will wander off but just bring it back.  Meditation has so many benefits and I dare you to try it for one week every day and see if you dont notice how calm you feel.  Another form of meditation is Yoga and walking in nature.

Start doing some shadow work (inner healing) practicing forgiveness and find that broken part of you and forgive yourself or the person/s that hurt you. We all came here for the experiences that we have had but we forgot once we arrived into our earth bodies.  If we had remembered then it would be an experience.  Part of being a soul and for our growth we come to experience all the emotions because if we didnt have them we would never know how to help another.  As a soul we are pure love and do not experience these emotions and therefore to come to earth and have these experiences is an absolute privilege.  There are more souls than bodies so if you're here on earth you should count your blessings even though you may be going through a terrible time, it will pass and you will learn.

Everyone we encounter in our lifetime is either a learning experience for us or for them, nothing is by chance, everything is divine order.

You will find as you become more aware of yourself and life that things will pop up, maybe this post just happened across your phone or desk, do you think that it was by chance, most likely not.  From the beginning of our conception we have a guid who has been with us over the thousands of lifetimes we have had.  Your guide or guides no you so well but because we have free will they will not interfere unless asked or in certain circumstances so talk to your guides or higher self or who ever you resonate with as they will help you and they will show up and they will drop feathers or coins or signs or songs or dreams.  Make sure you are listening because this ride has just started for humanity and you can come forward with minimal upset or you can come shocked and in dismay.

I will do another post on guides an Angels but if you are at the beginning of your journey, be kind to yourself, the people who are supposed to stay will and the others will leave, dont be upset this is all in the best interest of your growth.

Head on over to our videos page and have a look at some of those, some will resonate with you others wont and that is ok, we are all on different paths of this awakening and no one is better than the other we are all at different stages.